[She turns and raises her eyebrows to see him sitting in the chair like a child who is afraid the ax is going to fall.
That wasn't what she'd meant but now that he said it she wondered if it would be a good idea. Time to think. To process.
But that isn't fair because she is already committed, isn't she? And it is not him who is giving her the problem.]
Don't worry, Marcchan. [she moves over to him and leans down to plant a kiss on the top of his head, resting there a moment in those bizarre yellow fronds.]
Not from you but...I'm afraid... I'm going to be ...strange. It's hard to be open. It will be hard for you if I am because I don't... I don't always know how to deal with things without pulling away.
[Her face is red and she's glad he can't see her. The truth is hard. Ahh, she knows it better than anyone. Some secrets are easier to keep. But he has given her so much so she will do her best to give something back. As little enough as that is]
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[She turns and raises her eyebrows to see him sitting in the chair like a child who is afraid the ax is going to fall.
That wasn't what she'd meant but now that he said it she wondered if it would be a good idea. Time to think. To process.
But that isn't fair because she is already committed, isn't she? And it is not him who is giving her the problem.]
Don't worry, Marcchan. [she moves over to him and leans down to plant a kiss on the top of his head, resting there a moment in those bizarre yellow fronds.]
Not from you but...I'm afraid... I'm going to be ...strange. It's hard to be open. It will be hard for you if I am because I don't... I don't always know how to deal with things without pulling away.
[Her face is red and she's glad he can't see her. The truth is hard. Ahh, she knows it better than anyone. Some secrets are easier to keep. But he has given her so much so she will do her best to give something back. As little enough as that is]